juz watch finish "The Returner" by Takeshi Kaneshiro... very nice show... watched 2nd time le... A combination of Transformer, Matrix and Independence Day haha... very Sci-fic but nice... after watching, i miss my ex soooo much... hurt her yesterday as i said in my previous blog... feel so uneasy abt it... shud not have hurt her... :( remember the first time i watch a VCD wid her side by side thruout the show is "Teenage Textbook" another nice show that speaks abt teenage yrs... think it got a book being publish... cant find the book till now... a true singapore film... miss her so much.. listening to Ou De Yang "Gu Du Bei Ban Qiu' it speaks so nice of my situation now... she is so far away wid her bf.. and i was alone here... but in the song its 2 lovers being searated half a globe frm each other, saying how much he miss the gal... the urge to have her by his side again... wonderful song... i wish to say sorry to her... but i had hurt her soo many times and said sorry to her till it looks like its no use anymore... hope she will read my blog again.. wanted to say how sorry i am but dun think she will want to hear/see (the sms) again... i really love her but we juz cant get to understand each other... I LOVE U DEAR... :,( miss u sooo much...

MeLzzz's feeling at 3:44 AM.