haiz... juz found out that 1 of my god sis had blocked me in MSN messenger...
y muz she blog me?? i know i did something wrong to her... but i didn't mean to...
that time she wanted to borrow money frm me to help her frens... so i lent her... when she needed to find a job to pay up her debt (overall she borrowed frm some other frens too) i help her to find a job @ my hotel... this is only the beginning... she cant work at my work place cuz her mum forbid her to do so.. cant blame her... den i keep asking her out lor... den i did propose to her that i wanted her to b my gf... she said no... all the time... by asking her out, i was oredi doing the first wrong step... by proposing, i did the worst wrong step... she feels like i was forcing her to come out wid me juz bcuz she owed me money... i told her le.. its not bcuz she owed me money... actually in a row i lost 2 sis... the 2nd sis was my movie partner after i break up... den bcuz i rejected her when she told me she like me... she too ban me... now another one... i juz wanted the first sis to take place of the 2nd... haiz... took all the wrong step and now i cant even contact her... i not so thick skin... hope she does well @ NTU... going to be a teacher... wish her all the best frm here... miss mu sisters alot... now only left 2 sis... 1 is like a workaholic and getting all stress up most of the time... the other quite troublesome de... fall sick almost everytime... and both are attach... i confirm going to cherish these 2 that were left... not going to lost them agian... at least when time comes, i still got these 2 sisters to share my problems... hehe =þ i not using them wor... even u readers fell so tat way, i dun think they do cuz they also trouble me somtime mar... haha anyway, i really treat them very well de... got problems come to me and i help them to solve... but there are things that i need to "brain wash" them so they can feel better...
haiz... exam is round the corner le... sux... still not yet fully prepared... espceially the failed subject... Engineering Maths... terrible subjects... so many differential equations...
blog till here... not much to update sia... life so sian de... hardly got time to play when money is needed to enjoy... :(

MeLzzz's feeling at 11:13 PM.