went out wid my ex today... din quite really entertain her @ first... feel so gloomy inside me... keep telling myself, she is not mine anymore... but things juz cant be controlled... went to shop for 1 of her formal shirt and decided a nice looking 1 for her... she too agreed on the design though... watch "The Village" @ Cineleisure and found it quite boring but a lot of twist and turn... many hidden info in the story...
overall the whole movie are talking abt these grp of ppl who were frm diff high class business man to Professor that agreed to seclude themselves into a protected nature reserve area... and the professor actually made out stories abt "The Unspeakables", some sort of monstor that are attracted to red colour... and the human safety colour are Yellow... things went wrong 1 day, a guy murdered another guy bcuz of Jealousy... and the whole stories started to unviel... the ending are very twisted frm wast u saw @ the beginning... watch it and u will know...
i quite long winded ba... haha
went starbucks after that... actually i intended to bring my ex to the Merlion park or Esplanade... but time dun allow me to do so... and anyway... she isn't my partner anymore... accompany her home afterwards (we live quite near to each other lor.. same bus can go home le)
while waiting for bus, i hug her and thank her for keeping me company... saw her watery eyes those eyes u see when sand get into it... dunnoe if she wanted to cry or wat... but i really wanted to cry... WHY din i treasure her?? WHY cant i understand her?? so many WHY and so little ans to them... miss her so much now... keep dreaming she will be my partner again one day... and i really wanted it to happen... she is the only ger that complete me...
watch her back view frm the bus as she walk back to her house...
I Love You dear... so many times i wanted to call u Dear today... but cant say it out... only manage a "wei"... goodnight to u and sweet dreams...

MeLzzz's feeling at 10:33 PM.