been so moody last few days at work... dunnoe wats troubling me... till last night (saturday night) that i msg my ex... she had a bf le.. dunnoe how long they been together lor... anyway, it also had been quite a long time since i met her le... can say i disconnected frm her le... usually i used to have some telepathic connection wid her but then now its gone le lor... anyway i also dunnoe y i miss her so much these few days... always think of her... i thought i had long pass the staeg of missing her le... how i wish there wd b another ger i can dote on and chat with... long her hug, her voice and also her temperental temper... haiz... whenever i thought of he ri wud remember the happy times we had and the arguments we had... i did not think of her purposely... for instance, when my fren ask me for another person no., the first set of digits that came to my mind wud be hers... how long do i still need to let go?? feel so depressed now... no 1 to accompany me when i free and no one to talk to abt problems......

MeLzzz's feeling at 4:29 AM.