haiz... forget abt the previous entry i posted. this will be the more exact situation now... totally off course le haha told her it doesnt seem possible to happen between us and she too told me also... think we are not fated ba... haha heard my fren also say it may be juz a sudden rush and will pass by very quickly... no again single and dun wish to think abt anything much le... so sian... anyway i may be too quiet that makes any ger by my side to feel very boring ba... haha it may be possible also... anyway unless the ger beside me is quite a chatterbox, or i totally dunnoe what to talk wid her le... normally i wud only keep quiet... suddenly remember this ger that i can be totally myself and so happy wid her... that ger is my godsis and its over due to something that i shud not disclose abt... anyway, i miss all my godsis whom had oredi stopped contacting me le... either they are oredi attached or the busy wid their work... haha maybe its the process of going into adulthood... ok lar... back to my own singlehood haha maybe its better ba... feel so void inside me everytime saw couples together... now i start to miss my ex le... haiz... so many useless troubles to think abt... maybe after tonight slp i wun think so much le ba... a NEW man tml man~ haha

MeLzzz's feeling at 1:46 AM.