its been long since i felt lost and heart broken... nono its not that i had a gf and we broke up again... its i did not make my move fast enough to date the ger... i am still not sure wat shud i do to ask a ger and date her out... i had never ever woo a ger b4... if u call sending her home frm work and msg boring things is wooing, then i had done it... if not i really dunnoe wat to do to woo a ger... i really love my ex a lot the last time but since she cant be mine anymore, i finally decided to move on... had this ger working at my workplace for quite some time le... only till recently that i discover that i had feelings for her... true feelings... it happen that i organise this outing wid my colleagues and i asked her along... everything was fine till i saw her wid another guy, this guy i too know... but on noe knows i had feelings for her even me till that day... they look so close together and i suddenly feel very sour and depress... never had i had this feeling b4 after my ex left me... got myself a a little drunk and went home... anyway she went home first... and i din see her home lar... next day i ask her is she together wid him... she replied no to me... so i decided to mae my move le... sms her to date her out she say see first... its so funny, whenever a ger tells u she will see to it when u ask her out, majority will in the end have an answer no... true enuf, called her juz now and she say not free... anyway, i really wanted to tell her sth, but i am so afraid that i wud scare her off... if i did scare her, when we are working together, it wud b soo embarrassing... been telling myself is it juz a crush or wat... but feelings tell me its not a short time feeling... its been a long time inside me, only i din feel it till that day...

MeLzzz's feeling at 10:38 PM.