yo~ me back after 24 days of disapperance~ cuz now is 30 Jan 2005 le ma... haiz... still brooding over sad things lar... anyway i notice got quite a few of m frens who feel so bored to be able to read my blog :P haha true mar, come my blog only read those bo liao things... everytime the same like wun changed like that. also, the picture on your left had disappeared... dunnoe where to upload my own pic.. anyway wif or wifout the pic also like that haha till i found out how to get a pic on shud be ages le... haha
feel so moody all these days (again) the worst is cant slp... my mind doesnt seem to need a rest at all. keep wandering abt things by itself and wun let me have a nice slp... everyday without fail and no matter how late i slpt 9am-10am will be the range for me to wake up automatically... read the tag board b4 blogging... thankx Janice... i'm juz to scared to get hurt again lo somemore i'm very hard to communicate to de... always run out of topic in 10 sentences..
haiz... so sian, Lunar new year coming but no mood to celebrate nor go out shop for new clothes... worst is exam is juz a wk after lunar New year... stupid skol... those exam planners definitely a no-brainer...
still miss her a lot... its getting worst le, now i can even feel the touch of her, her attitude to me and how she lie in my arms... its like still having her by my side but reality is she isn't...

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MeLzzz's feeling at 1:08 AM.