haiz... everyone had moved ahead le... went NS completed their studies etc.. y do i feel that i still walking alone behind?? went Friendster juz now and saw her pics... she did live much happier everyday and went on tour etc.. how nice it is.. i had long forgotten the days i was really very happy and xinfu.. i believe she had forgotten me... busy wif her life and relationship.. sometimes i dun feel like living.. but still i wun commit suicide.. cuz it wun solve any problem... i'm really a troubled soul.. nth seems great since she left me.. nth interest me at all.. only an impulse to do things.. y cant i let go? had been asking this question over and over again in my head but still no answer came out.. i feel very left being by the world.. had been keeping up wif changes and things.. i'm still immature..
I Really love u and still do... but i know we cant b together anymore... the gap between us is soo great...
i feel like exploding but there isn't anything to release that energy inside me... u r always the one that release that energy.. themoment i see u, the troubles and stress inside me will be gone.. but now.. everything is here wif me.. feel like crying but there r no more tears to cry... the pain insede me of letting u go still hurts.. still i had to let u go... but in my heart.. i love u..

MeLzzz's feeling at 8:46 PM.