i feel very tired now.. not frm skol work.. but social life... saw sth that reminds me of things that i tried to forget.. not totally abt her.. haiz.. dunno wat to type here also.. still trying to fidure out wat happen that cause my mood swing.. maybe sleeping will help ba... goodnight~

Suddenly had a feeling that having frens are more than enuf... getting married or having a gf is not in my life... maybe i close myself up too much when i was younger... now i find things hard to speak out... everything are kept inside me... i wanted to enjoy life like others did.. but everytime there are things that wud stop me frm doing so.. be it skol or financially... i often day dream abt being wif a grp of frens and talk abt anything..
i believe i am more to a listener than some1 who share their problems.. i wud sit and listen to what others have to say and sometimes give a few opinions.. anyway i dun even know my own feelings also.. haiz.. suan le i dun even know what i am trying to say here... night~

MeLzzz's feeling at 9:09 PM.