had a drink at home alone.. had a dinner of Curry Tuna Rice... juz a canned curry tuna (those Ayam Brand one) and a bowl of rice.. so sian.. so fed up.. thus drink a little... anyway i still prefer Lime Vodka den Green Tea Vodka.. anyway i juz wanted to say how fed up i am on that particular day... to those who showed up.. thanks~ cuz u all did make the effort to come out to a place that none of us really wanted to go.. i wud say its really crowded and the food was the lousiest.. to those who din showed up but care to sms sth to me.. at least u bother to do so.. there are ppl who had troubles that day but there are too ppl who are juz too lazy..
I am not going to blame anyone anymore.. i can only blame myself.. y am i such a hot tempered bastared? if i were that cool last time compared to now.. i believe there will be more ppl... anyway i can only say its my falt in the past that happen to me now.. so forget it.. there wun be anymore celebrations frm me anymore.. if i'm invited to party or gathering.. i still wud appear.. but i wun organise anything anymore.. 1 time is enuf to learn a lesson not to commit it again.. i fucking fed up now.. brain still awake.. y cant i juz get fully drunk?? y is my alcholic level so high?? kaoz.. finish half of my vodka liao still not drunk... anyway need to rest.. too much alcohol also not god for health.. haiz.. night to me~

MeLzzz's feeling at 12:57 AM.