feeling all sad again.. had a chat wif ww over the phone juz now.. she said she like wat it is now.. remaining single and stuff.. need to respect her decision so not going to force her or psycho her to be wif me.. let her have her own time to decide.. did tell her i wud always b there waiting for her.. be it good or bad.. only hope to b wif her again as it really makes me happy.. so now.. totally sad and no mood.. not your fault dear.. its your decision ma.. i had waited for u till now and i will continue to wait.. u said i wud find some1 better den u.. but frankly speaking theres no one else to replace u in my heart.. every now and then i wud miss u and thought of things we did together.. those happy times and the sad times.. u know my feeling haven change a bit.. caring for u and loving u is the only wish.. all other things are not important anymore..
cried again while writing these down.. dear, u are the only one that will make my tear drop.. haiz.. anyway all the best for u my love..

MeLzzz's feeling at 9:02 PM.