haiz.. got a high fever today.. 40 degree Celsius... now only drop till 38.. sian sia.. anyway we ended our 6 month relationship yesterday... i totally cant believe it.. she 2 timed me again~! yes.. again.. juz like last time.. she dun even feel bad ot wat.. she even chat with him in front of me and look so happy! wtf~! which part of me is bad? i treated her like she was the most precious thing and she treated me like dirt... did i make a wrong choice when she say she wanted to come back to me that time?? i only know i cant reject her.. but y muz she keep doing all these things? its only a day that she went out wif him.. and they click! wtf lo den when confronted.. says she knew him very long le.. than all these while i was wearing Green Hat without knowing?? y cant she juz chose him instead of me that time?? how stupid am i.. i'm fed up.. fed up with all these things.. all the things are fake.. everything are fake.. y muz guys go NS?? in the end so many ppl break up cuz of it... i hate NS.. but i cant say i hate her.. dunno why.. y am i so forgiving to other ppl and so un-forgiving to myself?? i'm seriously a loner deep inside.. happy times dun last long for me... let it be ba..

General Election is coming near.. there are rumours that if u dun vote for the correct party, den in the future u cant work in the govt sector.. dunno its true anot..

MeLzzz's feeling at 5:18 PM.