wat does it feel like when u had found the one of your life?? the one who can be with u through thick and thin, the one that really cares for you? i thought i had found the one when she replied she will b with me thru thick and thin and no matter wat will still b with me.. but a small little test is all it takes to bring us apart.. if 2 person can b together thru all the test that were put in front of them then its called true love isn't it?? a minor set back will be solved and faced together bringing out the most of each and more understanding for each other.. y muz everyone have the view of selfishness when it comes to love?? y muz ppl think of how much money he has or will i suffer with him?? y cant just stick to we are happy together no matter what.. i prefer a more simple and straight forward love.. juz a will and the feeling.. but can it be done?? its soo hard isn't it..
y am i typing all these?? i also dunnoe.. but 1 thing i know is when couples are together.. they tend to wear a mask infront of each other.. when they finally got married, den the person behind that mask emerge.. thats how Divorce came about isn't it.. marriage is simple.. juz go ROM sign the paper and held a dinner where frens and relatives are invited and u are married.. but Divorce takes up soo much money and time.. make a good choice on who u wanna marry.. thats wat the elders told us.. but theres a saying "Blinded by Love"... wat does it means den?? making a good choice is important.. but y muz we get blinded by love?? Love is wat makes us go round not money.. den y cant we love each other from the heart den loving their money or other things that are called Illusion of Love?? sometimes i was thinking that set backs and Break Up are a way to make us stronger.. stronger in the ever so fast society.. but y muz there be break ups?? if there are no break ups.. i suppose the aging population in the world will not be so huge.. ppl will get married and stayed together giving new lifes.. cuz of the sudden lost of feelings den thats it for a relationship for years?? or months?? promises are meant to be kept.. not meant to be broken.. but y muz everyone break it?? and worst.. Trust.. y muz ppl break the trust they have in each other?? breaking the trust is worst den breaking promise.. u break the trust with 1 person and expect to have trust for the next? is it possible?? the society is huge.. not like a movie where u can see breaking trust will mean no more trust.. and human is a very forgiving creature.. by forgiving a new trust is born... but how long will the new trust last?? sooner or later doubt will set in.. and trust will be lost again..
there are so many complications in the world, where everything is so simple.. the only diff and complicated stuff are for the engineers.. cuz they need to do calculations and build new things.. but human beings are the most simplest living creature.. we understand each other perfectly den y muz there b doubts??
the more i type i more i am lost in my words.. wat was i trying to say?? i also dunno.. so many things in my mind now.. i'm depressed.. but who knows?? only 1 person will know and thats the one typing these.. i'm lost in these whole thing called love and society.. why am i here? wat are my missions in these world??

MeLzzz's feeling at 10:52 AM.