after mych consideration, i think i am still not ready to get into a relationship ba.. maybe i m destined to live alone forever?? being frens is so much better.. there is still no reply frm RSAF.. after next week i will call the RSN and check le.. hopefully they will accept me and most importantly, i do not get the Gunner position.. if confirm get it i rather suffer more in this camp...
live is kinda boring again.. dunno y.. everyday is the same.. ppl doing the same stuffs and the world is still turning like it does for so many million years.. y i get so moody?? haha dunno also.. anyway tml got training for air weapons.. time is 0930.. going to play games later.. so watch TV programe first..

MeLzzz's feeling at 8:17 PM.